Walk away

"Your life is already complete in Him (Read Colossians 1:28). You have what you need for a rich and full adventure as a single woman. God promises that He does not withhold favor and honor. And that He will “withhold no good thing from those who walk uprightly” (Psalm 84:11). "

Walk away from guilt.

Walk away from confusion.

Walk away from the mirage.

Walk away from love.

Guilt, a trigger to decision

Confusion, a path to conviction

Mirage, a prelude to definition

Love, find your way back to me

I let go, and let God.

“Some people believe holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. However, there are times when it takes much more strength to know when to let go and then do it.” Ann Landers

not to let you know

What if I said

Not one day passes by, without me NOT thinking of you?

I try my best not to let you know

For fear of what the future beholds

But...every time you come close

My heart of stone turns so soft

Losing grip of who I was 

Reasonings and logic, at a loss

Why did destiny allow our paths to cross?

No... us together? It does not make sense at all!

Will I ever let you go?

Will I reveal my feelings so raw?

I will still, try my best not to let you know

For fear of what the future beholds

Love is like a wind

Love was like a thunderstorm, we saw it coming and had ourselves prepared for comfy snuggly nights. Off it faded, the storm gradually receded.

Love was like a whirlwind in which I was engulfed. I fell out of it not knowing how it came and gone.

Love was like a slow breeze, it couldn't seem to sweep me off my feet. It went away and I was indifferent.

Love may have just came to a standstill.

if we'd be

a touch of playfulness
to mask the butterflies in you
coming up with cute names
a front to look effortless

you look into my eyes
searching for my thoughts
you wonder if i feel the same, if you'd ever hold my hand

i stare into your eyes, a mesmerizing blue
i'm thinking i really like you
and then i found my fingers crawling up to your hand

and time always passes too quickly
when we're together
and it would be such pity
when we go ways separate

but we belong to two different worlds
two lands apart
two different time zones
we make two individuals connected in soul

take a chance, and we'll go thus far
take a glance, we'll realise we've gone far


if we'd be.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

strange reunion

strange reunion it was
disguised by favours of sorts
our masks prepared, armour donned
for a pretty conversation
an hour or so

just like old times
one would have thought
until an awkward statement, the mood plunged low

your eyes went dull

a needle pierced through my heart
did something pierce through yours too?

well, fret not for a pierce, cos we've bled before
our feelings concealed within, a smile we put forth
and so, cordial and light we bid our goodbyes

for uncertainty lies
in our separate paths
away and away we walked
further from where we started off

Picture courtesy of ~AgnosticFront

Far Away - her & his

from: her
to: him
date: Sun, Aug 1, 2010 at 2:58 AM
subject: far away

i need to be needed
i need to be wanted
when u r so far away
its unfair

i dress up for nobody
all made up but hangout with nobody
when u r so far away
i don't feel like u care

i'd think about how things were fine
you left me wondering
why you'd have to say yes to
be miles and miles away


from: him
to: her
date: Sun, Aug 1, 2010 at 2:28 PM
subject: far away

I need you
I want you
And when I am so far away
I do not need or want you any less,

Dress up because you are pretty
Hang out with those you hold dear
And when I am back
I can remind you how much I care

I'd like to think that things are still fine
I said yes to be miles and miles away
so I can be a better person that can one day
bring you miles and miles away with me.

I love you honey.

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